H
e a r t S o n s & H e a r t D a u g h t e r s of A l l e n G i n s
b e r g
N
a p a l m H e a l t h S p a : R e p o r t 2 0 1 4 : A r c h i
v e s E d i t i o n
BOB RIXON
I Use A Dead Language Known Only To
Myself
I want my critics to say I am a clown.
I wish to be introduced
as one of the Fratalini Brothers,
those generations of
painted idiots
who amused the
royal families of Europe.
My desire is to carry on as if
no dark abyss has
opened at my feet,
as if the moon
were not endangered
by our
indifference, as if
the hermaphrodite
angel
whispering in my ear at
this
very moment did not
exist.
Where are those works of genius
recorded on fragile
papyrus,
now become dust,
ground up,
mixed with mud to
make bricks
to build the
prisons of tyrants?
Who dares waste a bare tree
with a simile? I care
when a cloud resembles Elvis.
[Originally
published in NHS 2004, http://www.poetspath.com/napalm/nhs04/Bob_Rixon.html.]