H
e a r t S o n s & H e a r t D a u g h t e r s of A l l e n G i n s
b e r g
N
a p a l m H e a l t h S p a : R e p o r t 2 0 1 4 : A r c h i
v e s E d i t i o n
JIM COHN
I Shouldn’t Have To Do This
“I shouldn’t have to do this,” says the
rabbi
at the graveside, bending down to kiss the casket
in his red skullcap. “Even though he was old &
sick, even though it was his time to go and I have
conducted funeral after funeral, even though I
have
lead the mourner’s prayer for his wife, my own––
this is no small task... so very few of us remain &
I’d
always assumed it would be him where now I
stand, saying those words over me... But now
you’re dead, my oldet
friend, & with you the world I
know
lies now beneath these feet... I shouldn’t
have to do this,” he says, & close the prayer book
&
bows his head.
24
February 1997
[Originally published in NHS 1997, http://www.poetspath.com/napalm/nhs97/index.html#37.]