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listening to Alphaville song that high school girl gives me on mixed tape during college walkman years yellow walkman Union terrace wide campus path land grant university manicured and campanile at night to work out and I rewound what happened to that tape I am thinking now how did I remember that song and I can remember some things about the girl I forget how we ended up together but she gave me a music tape, was very chaste, gave me a hand job once but that was it and she had really beautiful, I thought so at the time I recall, very beautiful lips and I can remember hand job night pretty clearly now about 15 years later and now instead of walkman I have Youtube and can work with words and find names of songs I am thinking I know I wore out that tape but I am glad now that I can find that song.
I woke up, an hour later, still standing in front of sink,
in mirror a red stain down my pants,
still holding syringe in hand,
opened my eyes, how on earth did I not fall over, how on earth was I breathing?
The speedball fiasco in
The neighborhood in
The transsexuals, turd floating around toilet,
some holiday decorations and smell of urine and bunker concrete walls/cinderblock walls,
a princess picture from a fourth grade reader taped to a wall.
I was sold dirt in the first pack
and SHIT she had a big