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MICHAEL PINGARRON

 

 

 

during the passage of a day

 

 

up in the morning

I dress     drink my coffee

and depart

 

I buy a ticket

on an airplane

hijacked

 

I travel         travel         travel

farther than

my father

 

fire rises throughout this land

and consume me

I leave with my ashes

 

scattered on the wind of its breath

as hot as an insomniac computer

the world flames up as its heart beats

 

I burn       I learn

many hidden secrets few

believe are true

 

their darkness shines

like a precious stone

locked safely in a vault

 

I'm told not to care

by a floppy disked god

made in my image and likeness

 

who protects me from myself

and from gangs of komodo dragons

holed up in Baghdad

 

I'm urged to hate those

who don't understand

our mythic slogan lingo

 

of loss and sacrifice

locked in the president's

briefcase

 

carried under guard

and labeled

top secret

 

declaring

there's still hope

we'll win the lottery

 

by selling millions as slaves

in the promised land

of despair

 

we caw like crows for salvation

dead bodies hung

like scarecrows

 

complaining about comfort

on death rows full

of famished hyenas

 

who laugh as they rip

every sacred morsel of mystery

from our dreams

 

I know it's hopeless as

I hear nationalist hymns

and anthems

 

crooning about freedom

curtailed

to save us from its wicked curse

 

making me shake my head

hoping to scatter

fear and hate

 

 

2/28/04

 

 

 

 

cruises the river Styx

 

 

Charon could use some help

and another boat to cross

the river

 

corpses arrive everyday

and he's always ferried

faithfully

 

casualties from wars

plagues and untimely accidents

are usual passengers

 

waving a long goodbye

but still Charon keeps

his ferry cruising

 

the callouses on his hands

are as hard as a

politician's heart

 

and the black waters

of the river land us

where life

 

is a distant dream

a fading thought

not a wager

 

or a bluff

just something Charon

finishes

 

with the first

and final strokes

of his oar

 

 

10/18/02

 

 

 

 

a hunchbacked nation

 

 

a nation with a hunchback

getting bigger every four years

uses it as a benefit

 

there's wheelchairs for everyone

and a specially reserved

parking place

 

near the front door of

a pharmacy where it cops

all the medicine imaginable

 

curing pain and

keeping you functional is

important for a peon

 

everything else depends

on how the budget's used

and that's always in flux

 

a doctor who

by popular opinion is mad

dissected departed hunchbacks

 

and discovered the hump to be

makeshift trash dumps full

of odd things

 

they were littered with

computers    empty pill jars

used syringes

 

automatic rifles          sheriff's' badges

a baby's booties       credit cards

cash registers

 

promissory notes        bad novels

westerns starring

John Wayne

 

speeches by George Bush

second mortgages and

eviction notices

 

despite our efforts

to stop this horrific

trend

 

more people with

hunchbacks appear each

and every year

 

no cure has been found

and some think

there is none

 

believing their fate

one of power and affluence

is the same as Quasimodo's

 

who as Hugo tells us

was employed ringing a bell

at a cathedral in Paris

 

 

10/16/03