on the moonlit road the
old man wandered alone,
his distended belly,
sagging manbreasts & phallus hanging out for
the flashing headlights passing,
the drunks making their way
home after a long
night of sweat & laughter––startled now
at this vision, the pale wanderer
grinning in red socks in the gathering fog. In Silence hour
after hour they waited in the ER, expecting
the onrush of
wounded & maimed–– yet there were only
firefighters with smoke
inhalation, cuts & bruises, hour after hour,
the minutes ticking away, the dust not even
settled, filling the winter garden palm court
where no wounded walked nor rescuers
bore the maimed, only the silence & the
realization at last that none would come thru
the open door, beyond the shrieks & sighs &
the endless roar. Blinding snow freeway rush
hour makin’
a buck––damn fool in black pickup giant flag hanging off his rear races thru like it’s a sunny
day in July an’ there ain’t
no tomorrow––cars fishtailing in his wake, semis
bearing down, flying over bridge no time to check the river–– surely the whitelined oaks gotta be
something to see––
strange time to be working, always been my pass
out on the couch or bop to the Duke flippin’ burgers or singing in the shower––big slowdown now, lotta
red lights ahead.
a good time, home alone, 3 hours, dozing, waking prep
to coming for readings, poetry impresario in a bowler hat, how gather young poets’ manuscripts
for xerox?
lotta work there––wonder if Antler’ll let me take
3 stanzas from Skyscraper Apocalypse, if I can afford Paria Canyon photo in color on cover? should I give these kids
Kerouac, Ginso now? off the freeway,
skidding thru
lights to park––cellphones now going off in class, we sit & contemplate snowfall over
the city, lights winking
in towers beyond this window, even snakelike traffic
muted on choked roads beyond, thousands stopped dead with tired limbs, empty stomachs, loved
ones visible only
in memory, fingers rapping on wheel for home.
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